Despite my last entry, my head is screwed on correctly. I think. Unless it never was.
Doubts are natural. Afterall, I am making this up as I go.
I gave notice to my job on Sunday that I would be gone after next weekend (this weekend). I'd been warned that they may not put me on the schedule at all after that. Just the way the industry is. I'd hoped they wouldn't so that I'd have one full weekend in Chicago. But it's not to be. I work on Friday and Saturday. Yuck. At least they are the best money days. And I will be able to say with certainty throughout the madness that it's almost over.
It feels good to have that done at least. I was a bit panicked about giving notice because I haven't quit many jobs. And because I do have some doubts. But I believe putting it behind me and moving onto phase two is what I need to do.
At the very least, I am going home to regroup. But my dream of living out of the country remains.
Posted by kristen at November 16, 2005 05:10 PM